Caring

Being afraid of the past..
everything still haunts me..
No its not about the car accident or stuff..
nothing close relates to it too..
hmmm..
being caring for others is not easy..
being the one cared for knows shit nothing..
This juz pops up in my mind..
perhaps nothing to do with restless nights..
but it does make 1 person willing to stay up..
past experience landed me in hot soup..
i was forced to comply not given a choice..
if i could choose.. i rather have it my way..
every1 has their bad sides huh..??

I've heard loads of excuses..
but this was reasonable..
i agree to the excuses given..
but should the past be haunting back..?

I'm juz expressing wad i suddenly urge to..
an urge that the fact is..
I DO CARE BOUT YOU!!!