Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Days till end of 2007

Hmm.. lets c.. my 1st post on this blog.. supposingly i should be sleepin but i dont noe y i'm startin a blog.. juz feel like it cause i cant go out n shout everythin out.. well... who cares.. anyway.. Christmas.. moody crap.. feel so left out.. havent receive any call that i expected.. i cant even call.. sigh.. life.. argghh... Christmas eve was worse talkin bout it.. somethin has to be hold.. a time off.. dint expect it to come.. i respect it.. accept it better than being avoided.. rather than pushing or makin matter worse.. i really really had a long long talk.. i juz wish everythin goes back to the way it used to be.. i noe regrettin now is useless.. i'm tryin my best to change 4 the better sake of myself.. no1 will ever notice.. mayb its juz not enuf, i myself feel so.. juz few more days till end of 2007.. i dont want anymore scar on year 2007.. i already have enuf.. i hope that things goes well for 2008.. really damn hard to go through 1 single day alone.. anyway.. i'll try to post more n change this fugly lookin blog..

1 comment:

-deLyne- said...

u r stiL in a 'dOwn' cOndItiOn rIte..
i nOe it's dIfficuLt 2 sTand uP again frm da daRk..
bt u mUst, rIte..?
dun tK thIngz 2 hEart, dIz is waT a frEn taught mI..
i nOe it's nT easY, bt u'vE 2 LearN...
a smaL thIng can maKe our moOd 2 da wOrSt, bt pLz rmB tt, u stiL gt a Lt of frEnz whO stanD behInd U, n suppOrt u, evEn it's d enD of da wOrLd..
LoOk thIngz @ da brIght sIde, u mIght feeL bettEr...
if u r stiL feeLin dOwn, gO 2 d aIrpOrt, c tHz aIrpLanEs, u'LL gaIn stH frm iT...
dUn jz C thIngz vf uR eyEs, bt HEART, toO.
cheEr uP k!